spoilers, si, sh, negativity about being trans (I'm not doing great folks)
after (main character) runs away from her at the football field and goes back to the movie theater
I can’t do this. I can’t run and I can’t go forward. I’m stuck and I’m drowning. I’m watching myself. I can’t live like this, and I can’t go forward. I want to die. Its too hard. Hexbear I can’t do this. I just want to sleep forever. I want to cut my wrists and watch myself bleed. Life is too hard. How can I have such an easy life and not be able to do it. I hate myself. I want to cut my neck. I can’t function. I’m awful. Life is hell.
I am not in any immediate physical danger. I’m not going to actually do anything,
Sorry. I just wish one of you could come here and hug me.
Took a break, felt numb and came back for the last 10 minutes.
spoiler
where they’re 20 years in the future and have a little freak out
It was good. Relatable. I feel really numb right now, Better then how I felt at my last comment though. Sorry for all the posts. I think I’m going to go smoke.
Starting I saw the TV Glow now, if I don’t cry in the next hour and 40 minutes I will officially be cis and the manner settled.
okay maybe tears were welling up a little bit but I’m sure I’m past the emotional part (30m~)
(I am now crying)
(1:20)
spoilers, si, sh, negativity about being trans (I'm not doing great folks)
after (main character) runs away from her at the football field and goes back to the movie theater
I can’t do this. I can’t run and I can’t go forward. I’m stuck and I’m drowning. I’m watching myself. I can’t live like this, and I can’t go forward. I want to die. Its too hard. Hexbear I can’t do this. I just want to sleep forever. I want to cut my wrists and watch myself bleed. Life is too hard. How can I have such an easy life and not be able to do it. I hate myself. I want to cut my neck. I can’t function. I’m awful. Life is hell.
I am not in any immediate physical danger. I’m not going to actually do anything,
Sorry. I just wish one of you could come here and hug me.
Took a break, felt numb and came back for the last 10 minutes.
spoiler
where they’re 20 years in the future and have a little freak out
It was good. Relatable. I feel really numb right now, Better then how I felt at my last comment though. Sorry for all the posts. I think I’m going to go smoke.