down with cis

      • BountifulEggnog [she/her]@hexbear.net
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        3 months ago

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        spoilers, si, sh, negativity about being trans (I'm not doing great folks)

        after (main character) runs away from her at the football field and goes back to the movie theater

        I can’t do this. I can’t run and I can’t go forward. I’m stuck and I’m drowning. I’m watching myself. I can’t live like this, and I can’t go forward. I want to die. Its too hard. Hexbear I can’t do this. I just want to sleep forever. I want to cut my wrists and watch myself bleed. Life is too hard. How can I have such an easy life and not be able to do it. I hate myself. I want to cut my neck. I can’t function. I’m awful. Life is hell.

        I am not in any immediate physical danger. I’m not going to actually do anything,

        Sorry. I just wish one of you could come here and hug me.

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          3 months ago

          Took a break, felt numb and came back for the last 10 minutes.

          spoiler

          where they’re 20 years in the future and have a little freak out

          It was good. Relatable. I feel really numb right now, Better then how I felt at my last comment though. Sorry for all the posts. I think I’m going to go smoke.