rtstragedy [fae/faer, she/her]

aspiring enby, probably AuDHD. I Don’t Know What I’m Doing, and that’s okay.

Read the Gender Accelerationist Manifesto: https://theanarchistlibrary.org/library/vikky-storm-the-gender-accelerationist-manifesto

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Cake day: August 15th, 2023

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    lol i heavily relate to the diamond-shaped hole. without getting too deep into it that’s something i intensely desire and need to feel on some level.

    knight-nod

    I think I’ve defs felt the redrom (but I think for me it’s kinda atypical), definitely felt the pale and ashen (briefly), but I’ve been wondering if I’d had blackrom-like relationships like that in the past, but nothing comes to mind at the moment. But that’s really interesting - someone pushing you into an ideal version of yourself lea-think I think that kind of antagonistic relationship would be really stressful for me, if I’m honest. And yeah the volatility makes sense too.


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    i confess that I think the draw for me to moirails specifically was that i’ve been feeling a need for a strong platonic connection for a while - someone who i’d consider a “best friend.” there’s a diamond shaped hole in me or whatever lol

    i currently don’t have much of a friend group (just a friend or two and some acquaintances I Board Game with once every couple of months) but thinking back to the past it does make sense!! i wonder how [homestuck creator] came up with this - is this a thing that most people are like or is it just some of us that work like this?

    it takes quite a bit to be infatuated with someone who intensely annoys you in a way that makes you question your own flaws

    I’m curious about this … what do you mean?






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    Honestly once i got used to the large amount of them and all of their names it turns out they’re great as characters, I really like them. i also like the switching between art style from the armless little sprites to like a more mature version, its pretty cool. I think actually I like most of the trolls, and they’re decently differentiated. The silly cross-time bulletins had me rolling lol too. Good stuff. I didn’t expect this 2010 comic to make me actually laugh like out loud but sometimes it gets me.

    I have watched that Con-Air scene three times now because I think its come up three times. The song has been stuck in my head for days now. Lol.

    Just got the big reveal that apparently they created Earth. Pretty good reveal tbh. Troll romance sure is complicated!



  • My partner decided to try Morrowind for the first time tonight. First impressions (no mods yet, also I am watching not playing):

    1. My favourite version of the title theme by far. Music is good.
    2. The OpenMW water shader is like my favourite water look. Maybe this is controversial but I prefer the look of water and fog in older games and this channels that vibe of “cutting edge for early 2000s.” The game looks really pretty.
    3. I love games where characters ask you questions to determine your class. Idk it’s a vibe. Morrowind, Ultima 9, VtM: B, I just like it, used to do it over and over, especially loved the tarot cards in U9…
    4. The character models and textures remind me of Dungeon Siege but like real zoomed in. I loved Dungeon Siege, so this is a win too imo.






  • I hate bra shopping. I have been wearing the same bra for nearly 5 years. It is now too small because I switched to CPA (also it’s old lol) and I am sore as hell and where I used to be ok wearing it all day now I need to get the silly thing off at 2pm. How do I even start shopping online? Last time I measured it was kind of all over the place since I didn’t really have a round shape. I remember it being a fucking ordeal last time in a department store trying to find something that fit me. Since I just switched to CPA a month ago, is it better to wait until the pain settles before upgrading since I’m not sure how much development I have left in me?

    Basically, how y’all measuring?