It took me a long time to be comfortable with it. I had mad imposter syndrome, feeling like I didn’t “deserve” to be called it somehow. Plus I’d panic a little if someone used it in public because I was afraid of negative attention.
I’m more secure in my identity now, and its to the point now that if someone does call me my deadname (usually its some medical person of fucking course) it takes me a little to even register they’re addressing me. It does get better and you’re not alone in your experience 🩷
Yeah, for some reason they only let you charge the NES/Famicom controllers as if they were Joycons. The SNES controller just uses USB-C so I don’t know why they didn’t do that across the board.