Didn’t sleep from Thursday night to Saturday night, and did some late night unhinged posting on my personal socials. Nothing crazy, just talking about cops dying and stuff. Guess some of my cousins reached out to my ma to let them know they’re worried, which in turn made my folks really worried. We’re gonna have a video call tomorrow and just…hang out and talk.
Was I angry and unhinged? Absolutely. Am I doing better after getting some sleep? Also absolutely. Still feel bad for making people worry, even if I’m not super close with my family. Reached out to a few people and made some apologies.
I think my anger stems from my recent life upheaval leaving me feeling…defeated. That’s been leading me to last out. Not at anyone specifically, just at the world. To put it in other words, I’m letting my mask slip. I’m not really talking to many friends about it, which is a clear fault of mine, and something that I can easily remedy. I also met a new person on Tinder last night that I think is gonna be really good for me, for a few reasons that I won’t get into publicly, so that’s been something nice that’s happened recently (date with the commie didn’t work out again).
I dont really know what else to say here. I’ll be around if anyone wants to talk I guess.
Love you all <3
Never ceases to amaze me how you’re in the wrong if the USA makes you feel unwell. Like you’re supposed to sit with all this and go “yep, everythings fine, just gotta VOTE!”
It sure do be that way.
Stay safe out there comrade and get some sleep!
Am, and did. Today is better.
deleted by creator
Cheers comrade, appreciate it
Been feeling a bit similarly degraded by life recently. I think part of it is just this season of 9/11, end of summer, school starting, lots of events and things going on, ratcheting up the stress etc. I’m hoping I can get on the bunker to cozy pipeline as the weather turns cooler. I think there’s a real disregard to these natural cycles that affect our mental health in various ways, but normal world wants everything to just be the same no matter what. That demand for everything to be rolling along despite all the creepy stress really puts me in a defensive mindset that doesn’t help me clear out cobwebs from my mind.
Anyway, hope you find some time for self-care and revitalization. If you have to keep operating in survival mode, I hope you can carve out some downtime in the near future.
Cheers comrade. Same goes to you, be well!
did some late night unhinged posting on my personal socials. Nothing crazy, just talking about cops dying and stuff.
o7
deleted by creator
I saw a good chunk of your post @Othello@hexbear.net and just wanna say if you ever wanna chat, I’m here
oh i was worried my anecdote was more odd and worrying rather than comforting and relatable lol, im good! ill reach out if im not.