I feel like my life and how i act is always a “meh” thingy, if that makes sense. i just feel like something is missing or im lacking in life and i tend to complain alot online, but why?
i want to be creative/get my ideas out there but im not sure how to aprouch it or do so. im going thru a hard persiod in my life with dealing with emotions, mood swings, hormones, and life.
It’s a struggle, naturally. Lol.
Some days I can’t quite make it up the hill to outside of myself. But that’s what makes life life, and it’s why it’s so beautiful, or whatever way you choose see it. (:
The line between meditating and ruminating is razor thin tho. But feeling where your emotions come from, is really fascinating. Empathy for all things, and you find yourself there making something worth it ime, even if it is life itself.