It’s not quite “naughty” in the traditional sense, but something kind of romantic, new, and outside of my comfort zone: I think I’ve developed a crush on someone!

This is the first time I’ve felt like this towards another person in about 5 years. I’ve been going to weekly therapy for about 2 years now, and rotating a load of medications, but this is the first time I’ve “allowed” myself to start falling in love again.

Unfortunately, my subconscious was quite perturbed and overwhelmed by these feelings such that I’ve been terribly depressed for most of the week. My instincts have been trained to expect nothing but rejection and false promises when I develop a crush. Two steps forward, one step back.

I had this girl I’ve started seeing over for a date night, I planned everything out from dinner to the lingerie I bought to put on afterwards.

My planing held up until about about ten minutes after she got there lol. I was in the kitchen putting the finishing touches on dinner and she pressed up behind me and started kissing my neck and teasing me about me not being able to pay attention. That led to us making out pretty hard in the kitchen, I had just enough awareness to pull the food off the heat and turn the stove off before we moved into the bedroom.

It was just pure wild lust that first time, all grinding and fingers, only half out of our clothes. We’d been flirting really heavily over text and the pressure had just been building up so much it basically exploded as soon as we saw each other.

So we ended up eating dinner reheated cuddled up there in bed. Maybe not as tasty as it would have been, but I guess orgasms work wonders on the palette!

A little while after we were finished, we were ready for round two, took our time this time and really savored it! This was my first time being on the “giving” end, a.k.a. going down on her. I asked her to help guide me to make sure I could bring her there, she laughed and told me she never had a problem with being bossy. Having her give me instructions and basically order me around was surprisingly very hot, and when she was ramping up, she grabbed my hair to hold my face down to her while clamping on with her thighs and told me, “Don’t you fucking stop!”

Holy fuck, that was intense!

And the very best part for me was afterwards, just lying there, naked and sweating, cuddling together and bathing in the afterglow. I’m absolutely crazy about this girl!

i had sex with my girlfriend for the first time. IT WAS AWESOME!

i also had a lot of fun with her that afternoon. it was friday, we went to the restaurant, park, and then my house for sex… we didn’t mention sex until we were both horny that night lmao

I bought a glass plug a couple of weeks ago and was only able to try it out once (unsuccessfully)… since I have no plans tonight so I’ll be back at it to see if I can make it all fit this time 🤞

None yet, but my Dom/ex bf will be in town tomorrow and m Monday and I’m so excited. I’ve been edging in excitement cuz we’re planning to try some new things we haven’t done before.

I signed up for my medical card and got my first weed vape and Holy shit that stuff ain’t no joke. Pain free for the first time in a while though so is pretty nice.

A week full of naughty fun, some of it good! I’ll try to make it shorter. I posted a size comparison picture with the foot/cock worship guy in another post on my profile.

• Thursday I met a guy just for a drink. I was intrigued by his leather gloves in his profile, and he was in the neighborhood. I learned more about leather play, and I’m intrigued to try something with it one day. However, maybe not with that guy. When we kissed is was basically 100% tongue. Nope!
• Thursday I fucked a traveler in his hotel room. It was my first time in a hotel room! He was visiting as part of a country’s delegation to the UN General Assembly. It was not good sex. The first not good sex for me in a while. A few things: 1) he was much heavier than in his photos, 2) he did not have good breath but really wanted to kiss a lot, and 3) when I was about to cum and I told him so, he stopped riding me for some reason leading to a failed orgasm. While my body was ready for round 2 pretty fast, my head wasn’t into it and I bounced. I still bred him, which was also my first time doing that.
• Friday night I was sexting with a very hot and hung guy that I know wants to jo together or give me his cock. We were sending pics, videos, and texts about how I would blow him, and at one point he sent the simple message “work for this load bud” and I came so hard.
• Saturday I had my feet and cock worshipped by a guy with a huge foot fetish. Also a new experience. I followed some specific instructions to get my feet exactly the way he liked, and we had a good time. Session lasted about 4 hours. It was sometimes hot, sometimes nice, sometimes relaxing, and sometimes a little weird. He has a great physique and that largest balls I’ve ever seen, so I enjoyed playing with him while he pleased me. Some interesting positions, and he was very skilled with his hands and mouth — at times I wasn’t sure if he was blowing me or jerking me off! Or both! He was a weird kisser, basically just kept his tongue sticking out of his mouth. I think it will be a long time before I try this foot worship thing again.
• Sunday I bottomed for the first time in a long time. Guy was very well endowed, both a bit longer and a bit thicker than me. He was a real pro which was both good and bad. I think I was too good at opening and tightening my ass with his thrusts. So by the time he got to the long deep strokes that I need to enjoy, he was ready to cum. I came by jerking off while he bred me. It was good, but really just too fast for me.

My wife goes to bed hours before me, and since we’ve been together forever this can lead to infrequent sex. But she’s told me that she’s fine with me just waking her up anytime and I take her up on it once in a while.

A few nights ago she gave me the look that I know means she’s ready but I wasn’t ready for bed. Later on I regretted it so when I went to bed I started stroking her ass over her panties and she got aroused in her sleep and started moaning. So I fingered her for a while, then went down on her and ended up eating her ass for the first time in a long time before I fucked her doggy style. Somewhere in there she woke up Then we both rolled over and went to sleep.

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